Suicide Note #3
Dear Mom and Dad,
9 months and it is still not over. I have a fear that I will lose myself in this race...
for living a life less tragic. Coming to this college was a dream come true but..
the scenario here makes me regret each and every moment of my ambition.
People are impulsive and heartless.
Ragging has turned my life upside down.
I cannot keep on losing my identity to these wretched nobodies... with every
passing day more of my identity is smeared with insignia that I no longer
recognise.
I am compelled to take this decision dad else my mind will be left crippled for
the rest of my life.
It makes me feel like I am turning senile losing my sense of judgement and
impairing my already flickering hope.
The morning sunshine does not bring a new lease for me mom rather it
reminds me of yet another tormenting and unkind day which slithers like a
snake.
I will probably find happiness on the other side of the world where my soul
could rest in peace.
Loved you always.
Yours,
ABC...
9 months and it is still not over. I have a fear that I will lose myself in this race...
for living a life less tragic. Coming to this college was a dream come true but..
the scenario here makes me regret each and every moment of my ambition.
People are impulsive and heartless.
Ragging has turned my life upside down.
I cannot keep on losing my identity to these wretched nobodies... with every
passing day more of my identity is smeared with insignia that I no longer
recognise.
I am compelled to take this decision dad else my mind will be left crippled for
the rest of my life.
It makes me feel like I am turning senile losing my sense of judgement and
impairing my already flickering hope.
The morning sunshine does not bring a new lease for me mom rather it
reminds me of yet another tormenting and unkind day which slithers like a
snake.
I will probably find happiness on the other side of the world where my soul
could rest in peace.
Loved you always.
Yours,
ABC...
About the Author - Ankita Maheshwari
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